That Moment When You Feel Betrayed

I'm pretty much open to my friends. They know stuff about me, depending on how close we are. I'm pretty easy to get along with. you know how it is.

But lately, I've been bothered by something. It's like this, I have this friend right? and our level of closeness kinda deteriorated since the start of the year for reasons unknown to me. And lately, I can definitely feel something's up with her and one of my guy friends. I'm not stupid, nor am i blind. I can see something's up. I confronted her, but she said it was nothing I needed to know.

I don't know, I just feel like I need to know. My other friends seem to know what's going on. They all know except for me. Some friend... pft! Can I seriously call someone a friend when they don't even trust you enough to tell them what the fuck is going on? I mean, seriously. I tell you what's going on in my life, and am I not deserving to know stuff? You tell our other friends and you leave me in the dark? Like, What the fuck dude? Just, What.the.fuck.

I honestly feel a little betrayed. But of course, I'm not gonna say anything or show anything to her. After all, she doesn't care, so why should I? Dev and Ark are right. People are like the moon. You don't really see the real them.

You become true to someone only to end up getting bashed. It ain't fun. I'll tell you  that much. You probably don't know who the hell I'm talking about. I'm just venting everything here. I need to calm down. I have stuff to do for tomorrow. I don't need this. I really don't. so Please. Just fuck off....