Perfect World

In a Parallel Universe, I am the exact opposite of me. (duh) So in some far off universe, I'm not a socially awkward nineteen year old.  I wonder how that must feel? To not be a loser and to have good eye sight.... These things will forever be a dream to me in this universe.

Anyway, in that said universe, I shall be the smartest in class. I would have chosen to go to that Science High School instead of a normal one. I would be in love and happy. I would have won academic awards for excellence. and in that Universe, she would not have left.....

I'm sorry. Anyway, In that parallel universe there would be no need for my pretend smiles because I would be happy. In truth, I can't imagine myself incredibly happy.

But whatever. I'm happy.... when I'm in playing video games anyway. hahaha. You're right. there I go again. pitying myself for things that are my own doing. bah! I'm pathetic. So yeah, what wouldn't I give to see that parallel universe me...

That parallel universe would be my perfect world. And maybe, just maybe... I'll be born there on my second life. and everything I didn't have in this world, I'll have there... 

I can't wait. What if...... naaahh.. That is NEVER an option.... I'll get there when God decides it's time. But till that faithful day comes, I'm on my own in this crappy world.

To those kids out there who just want a "perfect world" of their own, It'll come. We just have to wait.... cheers! and let's just try to stay alive. If not for us, but for the ones we love..