Realization

So, I was watching the news the other day, and everyone was like, "Robredo was such a good man. He shouldn't have died" and other stuff. But they all had one thing in common, they all agreed that Robredo was a good man.

And then the other day, my classmate from grade school passed away because of Brain Cancer. may he rest in peace. And again, it is said that he was a good man.

Then I remembered someone saying, "Why must the good die young?" And so I put two and two together. I have found a way to end my life without having to really end it. All I have to do is be good.

That seems like a good way to go out right? You've done good deeds, you end your life, and you meet God. I'm still sick of being alive. I feel so empty. With this realization, I have decided. To be as good as possible to everyone around me. I want God's attention. Let him take me away from this hell. I hate it here.

But before I do go, I want to make everyone's lives a little better. let me be good. Let me bring happiness to someone's life. Maybe then.... I can finally go....

This is a promise. I'll be good. I promise to be good. In return, please take me away.