Grow up!

I feel aggressive right now. Like... I can take on the entire world and pin it down to the count of the referee. 1...... I feel like I can put my troubles in a sleeper hold, and watch it as it struggles for air. 2..... It starts to grow tired as it slowly turns red from lack of oxygen..... 3....... It has stopped moving. I let go and the referee announces me the winner!

I wish conquering our troubles were as easy as putting them in a head lock. But it's not. It's not always about the strength, it's sometimes about how good you are in manipulating the enemy and conquering them in the end. We not only need physical strength, but Great minds as well.

But this post isn't about that. It's about me wanting to wrestle someone out of sheer agitation. I'm frustrated for reasons I don't know. All i really know is that I want to fight! I must have had too much sugar again.

But have you experienced being wrestled? I did. When I was in grade school, I'll admit, I was quite the tomboy. I used to play wrestling with the other boys. I used to put them in head locks and they'd put me in one too... Those were great times.... those were times where we did what we wanted, when we wanted and didn't give a fuck about what the others thought. My friends were happy. I was happy. Funny, I forgot about that until now....

A lot of people say that when they were kids, they wanted to grow up so bad. And now, as young adults, they all wish they were kids again. Me? I cried when I hit puberty. I didn't want to grow up. I guess part of me knew how hard it was going to be when I became an adult. I wanted to be a kid forever.

But alas, we all have to grow up. I've grown up. I still hate it. But I'm still happy I'm alive for as long as this. I'm turning into an adult. I have to make some serious decisions soon, like if I'm going to move out of my parents' house, or getting married, or if i have to sell my Play Station....

All of this growing up...... I just... I just wish I could wrestle it. If I can just wrestle with growing up just as I did when I was a kid. I would kick growing up's butt and prove to everyone that I'm stll a kid deep down... A kid trapped in a grown up's body.

Everyone has a kid in them. It's just a matter of letting that kid out once in a while. We all need to feel young. And when we do, we feel better about ourselves. We feel refreshed, like we actually are kids again. I like that feeling. I want to feel that always.

I guess what I'm saying is, We are all destined to grow old. But It's our choice whether we want to Grow the f*** up!